I had a rough night last night. I woke up in the middle of the night, found myself all alone and very scared. I realized the seriousness of my situation and just how quick things could change.
Life is precarious.
I want to find peace. I want to know that I am not in control of the situation and be okay with that. I want to have faith. I want to rest and be calm. For these things, I prayed at 3:30am.
For those of you reading this, please continue to pray that I may find these things each day.